No...No...No....

hmmm...my friendster account has a shoutout, "TRUST. it's the word that keeps the candle of my HOPE burning..:)but I guess, just one more FALL and EVERYTHING will follow..:'c I am REALLY tired." and i mean it so much...I am just holding someone's hands for me to go on... but perhaps the pain is too much and I am tired of bearing it alone. :(

But.....I must not give up...I can do it on my own...I can still handle the pain, can still take the fall, and I can still have trust to someone, to myself, and to HIM who plans everything. And I know that HIS plans are better than what I want.

"This time, I promise, I won't be defeated..."