HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Isang araw pagkatapos ng nanay kong maligo at Magbihis.

*_*: “Nak, bagay ba sa akin ‘tong damit ko?”

0_0 (without looking, busy texting): “yup, bagay sa’yo”

*_*: “E anong color kaya ng sapatos bagay dito?” (kala mo naman marami siyang shoes.)

0_0: “ kahit ano”

*_* (babatuhin ako ng towel): “sige, wala ka ng ginawa kundi mag-text?! Wala na nga kayong naitulong sa bahay na ito pati sagot sa mga tanong ko hindi niyo inaayos”

0_0 (shocked): “sinagot ko naman ah?!” (bastos na anak)

*_*: oo, sinagot mo nga. Hindi mo naman ako tinitingnan. Paano mo malalaman kung bagay sa akin? Tanga.

0_0: ‘my, kahit ano naman bagay sayo. Maganda ka kahit anong suot mo, mas maganda ka pa rin sa akin, syempre photocopy lang ako, ikaw ang original copy diba?!

LUSOT!


Papasok na ako ng school. (hayskul pa ako nito)

0_0 (mag-blebless): ‘my, babay!

*_*: oh? Ano ba naman yang suot mo? Para ka naming hindi papasok ng skul niyan. Mag-bihis ka.

0_0: ‘my, mag-aaral ako at hindi ako rarampa sa skul kaya ok na ‘to.

*_*: oh e di sige! Mag-aral ka ng mabuti ha? Para kahit na mukhang nag-papabili ka ng cellophane sa palengke e basta nag-aaral ka.

TAGAM!



Just recently..

*_*: ‘nak, pagsabihan mo nga yong mga kapatid mo dun sa kwarto na tumigil ng maglaro ng computer.

0_0: oki. Hoy mga swanget! Lumabas na daw kayo. Tama na yan.

After 2 hours.

*_*: mye! Mye!

0_0: andito po ako sa kwarto

*_* (pumasok sa kwarto) : oh, pinalabas ko na yung mga kapatid mo tapos ikaw naman ang nandito?

0_0: ‘my, book 2 na ako sa bookworm (bookworm adventure to, paunahan kasi kami maka-open ng arena mode)..talo na kita.

*_*: as if naman (ganito talaga yung reaction niya, walang halong edit),akin pa rin ung longest word. (lumabas ng room)

0_0: na-bitter nanaman ang magaling kong mother (murmur).

*_*(pumasok ng kwarto): oh, tawag ka ng tatay mo, alis na jan (seryoso siya nito)

0_0: ay, bakit daw? (so, umalis din ako)

After 5 mins.

0_0: ‘my, hindi man daw niya ako tinawag.

*_*: joke lang bitaw yun.

0_0 (shocked nanaman ako kasi nakaupo na siya sa chair at nakaharap sa computer, naglalaro ng bookworm at pilit na nag-iisip ng word na makakatalo sa kalaban.): kaya pala.

NGE!

Kahit ilang beses mo akong batuhin ng towel, kahit iyo pa ang longest word sa bookworm, kahit na ilang beses mong sawayin ang suot ko at kahit ilang beses mo pa akong tawaging tanga..





MAS MAGANDA PA RIN AKO SA’YO.





JOKE LANG!





SAYO PA RIN AKO NAGMANA






JOKE ULIT.



SERYOSO NA ITO……











Love na love pa rin kita.



Happy mother's day umi ko!


P.S

Hango sa totoong kwento ang lahat ng kwentong nanjan sa taas.
Madami pa sana ako ishi-share, kaso parang ang haba naman.
Next mother’s day ulit.
Isang patunay na ganyan kasayang maging nanay yang nanay ko.
At ganyan kami ka-close.

PARA SA'YO, OO. IKAW.

Dear ___,

Years ago, I’d let you slipped away…
Today, I have to let you go.

Through assessment with only objective data, I have diagnosed myself already. It’s been a month of planning and today those plans would be put into actions. Evaluation would just be next in line.
For how many years, I gave you the benefit of the doubt and I neither asked for your quality time nor for your attention because I know you have your own life, you are busy and you’re really studying hard besides beggar can’t be choosy. :c


P.S
I really don’t have enough power to tell it all to you and God knows how many tons of strength I needed to have just to come up with this because after all I am not so sure of letting you go. But I have to. (nge, parang ang seryoso ko naman)


Note:
Lahat ng ito’y para sa kanya. Ngayon, kung alam mong hindi ikaw ang tinutukoy ko ‘wag ka nang mag-react after all hindi naman kita dinamay.
At ikaw na tinutukoy ko. Pagkatapos mong mabasa ito, basahin mo na lang ulit kesa naman sa magtanong ka pa.

Finding nemo,

xej™

BUSY? Aiii mali! BORED pala ako.

it's been 2 months na din pala since i had my last post..


whoa! i'm not into writing na e..
i guess.

i am into singing na dude! hahahah

Lonely Mode (‘.’)

Ate Dimple and Ate Mae, I miss you both! Hindi pala madali ang wala kayo.

Wala na akong kakwentuhan sa lahat, wala na akong kasamang sumigaw at tumawa. Wala na akong kaharutan. Pero okey lang, alam ko naman na mas masaya kayo ngayon. Ikaw ate mae, kasama mo na lage ang mama mo, ikaw naman ate dimple, may T.V ka na..asensado na kayo samantalang kami, andun sa boarding house ni Noning, nagtitiis, naghihirap. Hahaha
Kala mo naman kung ano?! E wala lang naming T.V at Radio dun..kung wala lang itong laptop ko, ewan ko na lang. nagnanakaw na siguro ako ng kuryente dun sa pamamagitan ng pag-bili ng T.V ng hindi nila alam. Hahaha.

Oo na. lonely ako sa lagay na ito kasi hindi ako nag-eenglish. Hihihi.

Keep safe!



biglang nagkaroon ng flight of ideas?

you know what, i guess i'm a little neurotic.
ahhhh..the signs were evident accdg. to ate dimple.

and i hate ate dimple for saying that.
hahaha..
it's just being spontaneous, i guess.

see?

What’s next?

I've been stupid this week. No, not just this week. I mean, all the time.

I don't know if I am just really ill-fated or it's just simply my inborn stupidity that made this year so terrible. My "I-am-the-best" mantra in life is not anymore effective. It's getting powerless. I guess I have to change it with "I-am-better-than-you". Who knows? It's more powerful than the former one. Ha-ha-ha

It's another full-length post about my stupidity. Nothing special. Just want to express these sentiments that used to surround me these past few days.

Happy harsh day didn't mean having no date on valentines but my heart being broken on exactly the same day. I don't know if it's right to feel this way or maybe the appropriate question was do I have the right to feel this way? Ok, if it's her you're free, if it's me then you're lucky. Stupid.

Stupid me. Forgetting everything during exam is being stupid, isn't it? I don't know what happen to my brain cells maybe they're all dying. These brain cells of mine would rather die than be stupid like me. Or maybe they're just bored inside my head. Stupid brain cells.

To lose a thing that's not yours is being stupid. The hand-out would rather burn itself than to stay in my bag. My bag isn't that dirty. A lot of crumpled paper and wrappers of lemon square cheese cake but not dirty. Stupid hand-out!

Forgetting your 465 peso change on the counter is more stupid. The change would rather keep itself on a cash drawer than be used by me. Four hundreds, 3 twenties and 5 peso coin are intimidated with many thousands I have. Ha-ha-ha. Stupid money.

Answering without comprehending the question is a stupid thing also. How come that pink eye and sore eyes could be the same? They're both color pink, so what's the sense of distinguishing the difference?! Stupid question!

To lose your balance in front of many people before a community duty would start is another funny yet so stupid thing. The road was not slippery, I'm just really clumsy. I'm used to it. Stupid balance!

Love, exams, brain cells, 465 peso change, hand-out, question and the balance were all stupid BUT I AM more stupid than them.

What would be the next stupidity? Mess on my birthday? It's not impossible.

What if it's the other way around? It could be fate somehow. Maybe.

POOR ME..

I'm so depress! I don't know if my clinical instructor would devour me or would just praise me sarcastically.

It just so happened kasi na we didn't have our jeepney that week and also our gorgeous teacher was not around. Ka.depress si manong Ipe! And we were forced to hitch on different jeepney that's why we don't have clear info's about the things to be submitted on the next duty.

The problem is that denver texted our gorgeous teacher on what to submit the next day, unfortunately maam gorgeous did not reply, I called to her phone and it rang then she texted me like "hus dis?" and I replied saying "maam, gud am po, we just want to ask if ano po ipa.submit nio sa amin (class of sir reyes, group2) for the next duty. We hitched on different jeepneys po kasi last week that's why we were not given an instruction about it. Sori po sa istorbo." And she did not reply.

I'm anxious because I guess she got disturbed. But what's wrong with the question raised? What do you think? Poor little xej and denver, ready your shield next week or else if words can kill this would be our last week.

Denver! It's your idea. I hate you.

PARTS WOULD STILL BE PARTS NO MATTER WHAT.

DISTANCING DOESN'T ALWAYS MEAN IT'S OVER. Sometimes kasi you have to put a gap between some things so that each one can grow perfectly and know the worth of the other thing.

COMMUNICATION. For me, its just an external element of friendship. We have this that's why we became friends. However, according to him we're losing it.

Does our friendship can just be measured by a constant communication?!

We've been into a lot of drama as he describes it. But it's not. We've been into a lot of MISUNDERSTANDINGS I may say.

Even though we always have differences on a lot of things but at the end I know that he knows I'm right and he would give in when the argument seems to cause a big fight. and that's why I love him so! :D

He is my pakner for life (parang MOR). There are a lot of things he knows about me, and that's the best part of our friendship. I mean, I can blab everything to him. And when i say everything, practically about everything from the most sensitive to the wackiest.

When I'm talking to him, I couldn't afford to lie because he accepts every single thing that composes my personality. I could spill my heart out, I could act like child, I could be mature, I could always be myself.

He's easy to talk with. We could talk all day long, all night long and maybe even 24/7. I could share how my day was, how's my life, what's going on with my love life…and he was just there- listening.

After that he'd be the man of honest constructive criticisms. Yes, he hurts me a lot when it comes to his opinion and reactions but as what you have read it's an HONEST CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM and besides I'm still BEAUTIFUL..so, ok rana. hahaha (suya dead)

We don't have many memories to cherish because we were not this close way back when we were in high school. We just got to know each other through text (ang pangit noh?!). But even if we're just text mates (this is how my board mates describe us) he really made me feel exceptional in his own little ways.

And no matter what happens, even distance, time, and any circumstances would keep us apart, HE WOULD STILL BE MY PAKNER FOREVER.

Nostalgic Night

It's almost 1:15 a.m but i can't still lead myself to sleep. It feels like I want to do something but I can't figure it out. So, I decided to grab my old scrapbook and a bag of letters under my bed. To my surprise, I found out that a year had already passed by since I last opened and read these stuffs.

In the midst of my reading, memories flashback into my mind. I remember my high school life and how colorful it was because of my wonderful wonderful former classmates. It's been two years since we took our own paths. I didn't expect that I would miss them this much. Those people are part of my life; memories with them will surely be forever cherished.

After two hours of reading, laughing, crying, and reminiscing…


….at last I found myself dreaming.

Single yet very happy

It's my choice to be single and I have no regrets. Anyway, I'm still young and it's the best time to grow and know myself well. I have a lot of crushes but they're only for my eyes nothing more, nothing less. But I'm still open to the reality that it's happy to be in love.

And maybe one of the reasons why I'm single is that I really want to prove myself to my father. I mean, he's expecting a lot from me and I know that he won't like the idea of having a boyfriend at an early age. hahaha

I'm turning 18 and I still don't have plan to be in a relationship. Maybe, 19 won't be too old to be in love.

1 year down.

I got to be next to him.