I've been stupid this week. No, not just this week. I mean, all the time.
I don't know if I am just really ill-fated or it's just simply my inborn stupidity that made this year so terrible. My "I-am-the-best" mantra in life is not anymore effective. It's getting powerless. I guess I have to change it with "I-am-better-than-you". Who knows? It's more powerful than the former one. Ha-ha-ha
It's another full-length post about my stupidity. Nothing special. Just want to express these sentiments that used to surround me these past few days.
Happy harsh day didn't mean having no date on valentines but my heart being broken on exactly the same day. I don't know if it's right to feel this way or maybe the appropriate question was do I have the right to feel this way? Ok, if it's her you're free, if it's me then you're lucky. Stupid.
Stupid me. Forgetting everything during exam is being stupid, isn't it? I don't know what happen to my brain cells maybe they're all dying. These brain cells of mine would rather die than be stupid like me. Or maybe they're just bored inside my head. Stupid brain cells.
To lose a thing that's not yours is being stupid. The hand-out would rather burn itself than to stay in my bag. My bag isn't that dirty. A lot of crumpled paper and wrappers of lemon square cheese cake but not dirty. Stupid hand-out!
Forgetting your 465 peso change on the counter is more stupid. The change would rather keep itself on a cash drawer than be used by me. Four hundreds, 3 twenties and 5 peso coin are intimidated with many thousands I have. Ha-ha-ha. Stupid money.
Answering without comprehending the question is a stupid thing also. How come that pink eye and sore eyes could be the same? They're both color pink, so what's the sense of distinguishing the difference?! Stupid question!
To lose your balance in front of many people before a community duty would start is another funny yet so stupid thing. The road was not slippery, I'm just really clumsy. I'm used to it. Stupid balance!
Love, exams, brain cells, 465 peso change, hand-out, question and the balance were all stupid BUT I AM more stupid than them.
What would be the next stupidity? Mess on my birthday? It's not impossible.
What if it's the other way around? It could be fate somehow. Maybe.
4 comments:
"hahaha"..un lng ang masasabi ko sa MGA katangahan mo..hehe
hey...
we screw up all the time.
quoting Bailey from The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants:
"You know, I don't know,... maybe the truth is there's a little bit of loser in all of us, you know? Being happy isn't having everything in your life be perfect. Maybe it's about stringing together all the little things... making those count for more than the bad stuff. Maybe we just get through it... and that's all we can ask for.
forgive yourself, girl...=)
hey psychee..
tnx for dropping by..
yeah, i guess so..
no,no, i agree..;
we all have stupidity within us.
i already forgive myself for messing up. :)
hey psychee..
tnx for dropping by..
yeah, i guess so..
no,no, i agree..;
we all have stupidity within us.
i already forgive myself for messing up. :)
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